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i hope and pray that people see me as reliable, because that is how i would like to be seen by others.
if, i'd asked my mother, it would have been along the lines of "stupid, forgetfull, only think of yourself" and all terms of endearment similar to that.
my dad would say "the son i never had, but my big girl" was a bit of a tom boy growing up...still am but i'm working on it.
im not going to go down a whole family tree so, i'd like to be seen by others as a caring and compassionate person who tries to do the best she can even if whatever she's doing is beyond her means.
sometimes i feel that i am not the person healer thinks i am and wake up every morning looking at where i've faultered so as to be a better person for him because he deserves only the best.
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