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i ask myself that all of the time. i ask myself, 'why me? why did he pick me? what did i do or what does he see that i don't?' i've asked him before and told me things that no guy has ever told me while looking straight into my eyes and i can see it coming from his heart. i've never felt happier with anyone. i'd do anything for him and i fell bad for questioning him like i do. for me, it's more of questioning myself about things that i hate or feel weird about. it's my own fears getting in the way of me accepting everything. past relationships do have an effect sometimes. all the guys before me tried to control or change me. i felt caged and forgotten. you can't help but wornder if it will ever happen again. but for someone like him, i know he speaks true.
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