I've had a FANFUCKINGTASTIC month:
Ratbastid and I have had great sex lately (except when I've had my period, but I rediscovered the joy of giving blowjobs) and have a supah fun trip to San Diego planned with and paid for by his parents.
I got fucked by my girlfriend (wearing a harness) for the first time. Teeheheeeheeee. And for the most part our relationship has been sailing.
I won 3rd place in a swing dance competition last night and enjoyed the hell out of myself so much that I wouldn't have cared if I won or not. I danced with such good dancers and just had a blast.
I've gotten 2 new organizing jobs.
I'm almost done with my old job - another 3-4 weeks and the absent-minded academics are someone else's problem!
I have a plan for getting out of debt and so far I have been sticking to it.
I have a great house, great pets, great friends and family, ratbastid and I are soon going to get to be sorta-co-parents without having to go through pregnancy (girlfriend and husband are trying), I'm doing something I really enjoy with my life.
A week ago I felt like I couldn't do anything right, but I used some of the cognitive "tricks" I've learned in therapy and other places and now I'm on top of the world and life is good.
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"If ten million people believe a foolish thing, it is still a foolish thing."
- Anatole France
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