It sounds, to me, that your relationship right now is one of convenience. If you see each other every two weeks, have sex every few months, lie around and watch T.V., then you are simply with each other when and where it's convenient for you; plus, as you mentioned, you're bored. It sounds too mechanical to last; plus, you are or have cheated on her. I don't see how staying with her helps her. You're likely to continue cheating and I can clearly see a scenario where she might also.
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