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I think she doesn't know what she wants, but at the same time knows that you're a great guy and she'll be stupid to let you go...so she wants to have fun and experience more in life, but what might happen in the long term is that she'll just think I wish I had stayed with him. What she's doing is asking you to wait for her...which is pretty selfish and unfair. I think you should move on. Maybe later in life the opportunity will arise again for you two...or not. Just live your life and if she wants to go, then she has to go, properly and not keep trying to string you along.
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Whether we write or speak or do but look
We are ever unapparent. What we are
Cannot be transfused into word or book.
Our soul from us is infinitely far.
However much we give our thoughts the will
To be our soul and gesture it abroad,
Our hearts are incommunicable still.
In what we show ourselves we are ignored.
The abyss from soul to soul cannot be bridged
By any skill of thought or trick of seeming.
Unto our very selves we are abridged
When we would utter to our thought our being.
We are our dreams of ourselves, souls by gleams,
And each to each other dreams of others' dreams.
Fernando Pessoa, 1918
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