So here's my situation:
I moved from Germany to the US 6 weeks ago to go to college here and about 6 weeks before I left, I met a girl. First I didn't wanna hook up with her, because I thought it would be too much for me right before leaving (I was a still a virgin then, never really had a girlfriend). Long story short, about 2 weeks before I left, we talked about our situation and enden up getting together after all.
I really like this girl, but all the circumstances sometimes make me wonder if I'm stupid for beeing in a relationship like that. There's a couple of things that make the situation really difficult. Im gonna be in the US for at least 4 years, she is almost 5 years older than me (I'm 22 shes gonna be 27 soon), we've only really been together for 2 weeks.
Don't get me wrong, I think she is incredible, beautiful, smart and an amazing girl, but I just wonder if something like this can work out. (with her beeing my first real girlfriend, the age thing, the distance)
Now I gotta decide if I'm gonna go back home for the summer to see her, or if im gonna stay in the US and go to college over summer and even though I'd really like to see her, I still can't decide (I don't know why this decision is so hard for me)
Anyone got any good advice for me?
