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A year ago i would have thought myself in a boat no-wheres near your own. However in the last year I have looked at my choices and discovered that it is not strong women that I like. It is what I call possibly strong women, intelligent and full of personality, but somehow damaged or needy. This isn't only my relationships this is my friends. I was for most of my life the only person I knew who had a stereotypical American upbringing. My friends are strong and usually asshole-ish. However I am there for them whenever they need me, to the point where I look back and I'm cultivating more relationships with more needy people. To the point that I have spent the last year going from crisis to crisis and eventually got tired and cut my self off from the world for 2 weeks of contemplation. I am still there for my needy friends, but I don't run myself into the ground trying to keep up either.
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