You know, on second thought, I think I'm still pretty much an optimist. There are times when I stray to the pessimistic side... but who's to say there are only two sides? It's not like anyone is firmly one or the other, all the time (well, maybe a few people!). 2005 was not a great year for me, but I got through it in one piece, and I am really looking forward to 2006. Life is not easy but there are always joys to be had.