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Happy? Hum. Interesting concept. Am I happy? On somedays. I have never been a highly emotional person. I am incredably closed off. Even those people that I would willingly and knowingly damn myself to take care of don't truely know everything about me. They don't need to. They know that I am willing to sell my soul to take care of them if I have to, and that is enough. I don't see near enough of them these days. It's been over a year sense I've had a chance to lay eyes on them face to face. Happiness is a mixture of things. I am fairly unhappy a lot, but I am aware of the reasons, as such, it's simple to deal with. Just suck it up and move on untill the time which I can change these factors. If you are feeling unhappy, you have to take a look, not at the things you have so much, but in what ordr you rank them, how they interact with each other, and what it is that is missing. Could be something as simple as a challenge in your life. Maybe that fear that with having everything you want, if one thing goes wrong, it will chain react and you will lose everything. Could simply be bordom. That is not an insult to your friends and loved ones at all. That they are there is a good thing, and something to be thankful for, but sometimes, you find, as I did years ago, that even though they are importent to you, you are at a point in your life where you are stagnating. No new challenges to over come, no risks to take, no chance to feel alive and stand on your own against your own future. Think hard about it. You might be surprised at the things that come across your mind.
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Bad spellers of the world untie!!!
I am the one you warned me of
I seem to have misplaced the bullet with your name on it, but I have a whole box addressed to occupant.
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