Eweser

I'm not a happy person, and by all accounts I should be. I, too, have anything I could ever want; a loving family, home, car, good job, etc. I've tried making the choice to be happy and it doesn't work. I get extremely tired when I try to be a happy person. I do believe that true happiness is when you are happy with yourself, the choices you make, and who you are. Unfortunately, I will never be this way. I guess I have decided that and go on with my life doing what I can to even out the scale of my unhappiness. I have happy moments, but I too feel that I'm waiting, mostly for that other shoe to drop, because it always does.

I am glad that there are people out there that can have more happiness than unhappiness.

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