I am about as far from Happy as I have ever been.
I am actively trying to turn the corner and head back in the right direction, but alas, here I sit.
I have many happy moments; I share experiences with friends, I tell jokes, I listen to music, eat excellent food. On the outside, one would look at me and say "That Ben sure is a great guy, and happy too!"
I think what you are asking for is deep down happy, and I am not.
"Never give up."
I deserve to be happy, and will continue to fight.
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Hey, if you are impressed with my memorizing pi to 10 digits, you should see the size of my penis.
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