Originally Posted by sweetpea

sometimes i wonder Gilda .. if potentially it is that you are indeed a loner type person... but you are responding to an image that you need to have... You have mentioned in your post wanting to have more friends, but is it that you feel you would like that, or is it that you feel pressured socially to have that in your life??

I guess, the reason why i point that out is that most of the things that make me unhappy... are when i'm pushing myself to be something different, to be something that is not naturally part of my personality, because i'm responding to some social stimuli or something that i *need* to be to be a whole person, i've discovered such things only strive to make me more more fragmented and can send me further from happiness ...
Do you feel that you're unhappy because you push yourself to be things that you're not??

sweetpea