crow_daw: well... i definatly think too much, glad that much is obvious, dude.
it's never really been about not enjoying the experience, because they've always been amazing - letting go, is the hard part. i find it hard to believe it's not too unlike something any of the rest of us have dealt with, over and over - i just write it the way i feel it, full knowing that days and weeks later things will be different, and inevitably better.