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Originally Posted by Daoust
Interesting that you mention issues Guinevere. I sometimes find myself entertaining the thought of cheating, and I have to admit I've thought about it too much for my own good, and I've often wondered what is wrong with me, what is wrong in my head that I think/feel this way. I have even played out scenarios in my head ...[Vaultboy]about the various possibly outcomes of me cheating, what would happen to our relationship, how could/would I deal with the guilt etc.[/Vaultboy]
The truth is I don't know why I think about cheating so much. I am not messed up. I don't have a long history of psychological issues and stuff. I come from a very strong two parent family. I have never been abused. I have never suffered any psychological trauma.
The best reason why I can think I consider cheating is the 'grass is always greener' philosophy. But I know it isn't.
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My thoughts verbatim. I doubt i'll ever cheat, because I respect myself and my girlfriend too much. Plus I'm a terrible liar and the guilt would kill me. But that doesn't stop the thoughts, and I've thought about it way too much.
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Last edited by Vaultboy; 01-08-2006 at 09:48 PM..
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