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I don't know where but somewhere I messed the instructions that I'm supported to be a jerk to those I love.
You want me to rape you through your virgin night;
I know you want sex and I sure as hell want to have sex with you. But you put to much importance in your virgin night, supposedly due to a promise to your dead grandfather, and I respected that. So I don't have sex with you because you have a standing no.
And what do I get for my patience and honor? Don't give me a line about rewards in heaven you don't believe, you were contemplating cheating on me from day 1, you never loved me like you claimed, I am just a warm body to you, I forgave everything I found out about by your mouth, I put everything into you, I Love You, but it is not to be;
because you are incapable of talking to me, you rant to others and bind them by their honor not to tell me. Had you followed their advice and talked to me, back when you cared, not that I'm sure you ever did now, I would have worked it out. I would have done anything for you, I offered to do anything for you.
I never lied to you, I never hid anything from, I trusted you with my life, with everything in me, I told you how much I appreciated you, I showed you how much I appreciated you.
And now for all my errors after being as perfect as I could manage what do I get, you don't even break up with me, you leave me dangling, and I make it your choice cause I didn't realize how deep the rabbit hole led, now I know, and now you are going to loose your chance to break up with me, I'm gonna break up with you.
Why do my relationships end this way?
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