So I had planned on doing a break up with her. I was fianlly going to do it last night. Well, I backed down. I had good reason for it though. We were supposed to hook up when I was done work...but for some reason I wasn't able to get ahold of her after work. 3 hours later I still coudlnt...and I was pretty pissed at her. Well she calls me, she's in the hospital...so now I feel like a fool. I goto the hospital ER where hs e is...and it turns out that she had a miscarriage...which was the whole reason why she was going to be leaving in a few months to live with the other guy....but now...that's not gonna happen. This makes an actual relationship seem possible now.
so I have a crossroads again.
a) I could follow through with breaking up with her, at this moment in her life, and let her know that I do like her, but that we should just be friends.
or
b) Continue on and see where things lead.
Obviously she has her issues and is gonna need space, but at the same time I think it would be cruel to break up with her at this juncture...especially since my whole reasoning for doing so doesn't exist anymore.
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