I'm really bad at expressing myself sometimes, but i'll give it a go, eh!
WHAT AM I?
--I don't know what i am exactly? I mean...i have a general idea of who i could be...or who i THINK i am...but my own personal oppinion would be a bit skewed and biased don't you think? I know what i want to be...and therefor know what i'm not. I'm not trying to be obtuse and vague on purpose...just truthful. I don't have a foggy clue what i am...or what i'm here for...or where i'm going...all can do is aspire to be the person that i want to become...or the person i want people to think that i am when they call me to mind. I want people to think "That guy is the nicest, sweetest, kindest, most earnest, down-to-earth, open-minded, non-judgemental, knowledgable, handy, multi-faceted guy i've ever had the pleasure of knowing." ...when the name XAVION ever comes up in conversation.
WHAT IS MY PASSION?
--Right now my passion is to build a better life for myself and become the person that i want to be. I come from shit...and i have shit now...and that's my motivation at the moment...to leave this all behind and come into the things that i know i deserve in life. ...but at the same time i want to acquire knowledge and experience on the way. That would be my other passion...the acquisition of knowledge. Don't get me wrong...i don't want to be a 'know-it-all'...but i wanna be that one guy that every knows who is just super knowledgeable about a lot of different things...he may not know a lot about them, but he has a general knowledge of all topics and subjects that you may throw his way.
WHAT IS MY PASSION?
--To be completely truthful with you guys...i honestly don't know what my passion is. I'm completely oblivious to whatever that one thing is that drives me in life and I just can't live without. You would think it would my love of music...or my love for my family...or my boyfriend...but no...and i feel bad saying this...but none of this is what i feel to be a unstoppable driving force in my life. I feel bad for not having passion...i feel like there is something wrong with me. But i wont' choose to believe it...i'll just rest comfortably with the idea that i'm a late bloomer...that i have not been fortunate enough to find my true passion yet...that it's out there for me and i just have to go and discover it. For now, my passion will be to find my true answer for this question.
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"I refuse to answer that question on the grounds that I don't know the answer!"
Last edited by Xavion; 01-06-2006 at 07:10 PM..
Reason: Didn't finish my post.
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