msh58

thought of you today
way you looked at me at that party
that i was being considered seriously
didn't realize it then
it isn't something that happened a lot
and you were the last one to do it

wish i could've been different then
but i was the same for years
still am today in a lot of ways
but changing recently

glad to hear you married
and a have a family
career
you we're ready then
and i'm still not

just treaded water
waiting to drown
without swimming anywhere
or knowing where to go

eight years ago
was it?
a long time

i still have a long way to go

but i wish i could've been different then