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As much as I love you and want to be with you for the rest of our lives… You’re fuckin’ nuts and need more help than you could ever get.
That being said.
Why do you not trust me? I’ve never cheated on you and never will. I know I don’t have the best past and slept with way too many people but that doesn’t mean I’m still sleeping around. I believe people can change. For the right reasons. And you’re my right reason. I understand you don’t have a very good history with males. No female does. That’s why people get married. So, they don’t have to deal with dating anymore. It sucks. And we’re in the most fucked up type of relationship. Long distance. Which means all we do is fight. And it’s never over anything real. It’s mainly the two of us being really fuckin’ mad we can’t fuck as much as we’d like to. And see each other, hang out, and all that other dating bullshit that gets in the way. I’m sorry you never feel well. I know you aren’t the healthiest person in the world but you have to understand that it isn’t always real. I’d say about 75% of the time it’s all in your head. And when I see that I’m gonna tell you. And when I tell you. FUCKIN’ LISTEN TO ME. I’m not a smart guy but I know when someone is lying. It’s all fake. You’ve convinced yourself that your unhealthy. Now you really are. But it’s not your body. It’s your mind. So, until you can over that and get real help. I’m gonna keep getting pissed off at you and yell and get you even more mad and make you break up with me every three days and…
I love you.
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heavy is the head that wears the crown
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