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I was there once, worried i would never meet the "one",i married a man i didn't love, and since him i have never been in love, some say i have missed out but i think i'm lucky as you can't miss what you never had, i searched for a few years, hoped to met someone who would make me feel alive and all it did was make me unhappy, i was seeing a guy for almost 6 years but in that time he never met my children or visited my home, we never even went out on a date it was just sex, i really don't think i'm capeable of more and since i came to that conclusion im content.
I will grow old alone but never lonely, i have my kids, a great circle of friends and i love my own company, i know that i don't want a relationship, it's just not for me, i searched as it felt like the thing to do, but it took alot of soul searching to realise it wasn't what i really wanted, it never was.
I think if you want a man in your life you must keep an open mind and heart and in time it will happen, but only if thats what you truley want.
If it is then relax and take this time to find yourself and be happy...good luck x
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