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Major goals for 2006:
1) To understand myself better and know what I want. Basically to quit bullshitting myself.
2) To learn how to love ktspktsp better in the second year of our separation in a long-distance relationship.
3) To figure out whether I should continue in my PhD program.
--If I do continue, then to decide whether I can risk delaying my fieldwork for possibly two years for the sake of above relationship, and decide what to do with that time.
--If I don't continue, then to decide what the hell to do with the rest of my life.
Minor goals (that matter a lot for my daily sanity):
Keep going to weekly counseling, working out 3 times a week, tidying my apartment once a week, and cleaning my bathroom at least once a month. And to give meditation a serious try, in an attempt to avoid the severe bitterness that has enveloped my life lately.
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And think not you can direct the course of Love;
for Love, if it finds you worthy, directs your course.
--Khalil Gibran
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