taboo

i think it's become his lifestyle..he's become so accustomed to dealing with things this way, and he ends up getting to the point where his system can;t handle it anymore..and then he starts doing somethhing about it..

i understand that people do cope with things in different ways, thats' cool by me. But everyone knows their own limits! right? If you consciously know that in doing "x", you'll become"y", why do it? I think this self-destructive behavior is also a way to punish himself because he tends to always blame himself when things go wrong, when it could totally be someone else's fault..