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Hmm...this year shall be deemed The year that I've begun to grow the fuck up.
Some people who know me well would say that would be an ironic title...
For once I realized I was more flawed than I ever thought. This year I came to terms with the fact that I wasn't as good a person as I had always thought. This year, my heart was broken in many ways by many people and it all seems to be unmendable.
I made mistakes this year, heavy mistakes to which I will spend a very long time trying to make right. This year I realized my life has stayed complacent, very constant and unmoving and that I need to get the fuck off my ass and do something. This year I realized I wasn't getting any younger and that aside my individual goals, I need to look at settling down.
I realized that I have a long way to go in improving myself.....
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The hardest thing is to be honest with yourself, especially if that means completely redefining the world you've come to know.
Don't look too hard, I'm right in front of you.
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