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So, I saw her at work today... one of the strangest feelings I think you can have is talk to somebody you wish would just disappear. She was with some girlfriends, so I can't really accurately gauge anything, but all that was said was "what's up" when I went down the same aisle she was in whilst coming back from break. She didn't even look at me walking out the door. This came as a relief to me, I didn't have to feel like I was forced to talk to her.
Also, her away message last night said "I'm going to bed since no guy will call me. I'm tired of the jerks." I was tempted to respond with "I wonder why?" Either it's an attempt to get me to call her, or talking about another guy. Either way, sounds like she's desperate, which is reassuring to me.
pan, I think you nailed it... I was a bit obsessed, but hey, the first one always hits hard (first girl I'd dated in 2 years, first girl I'd gone that far sexually on) I think. At any rate, I'm not worried about any kind of reconciliation, whether it be my reputation (she's really the only person I know that doesn't think that I'm a good guy), or especially a relationship. Her loss, not mine.
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