well, that's a crappy way to look at it. I personally think reality is the most amazing thing there is, in fact it is all their is, etc but that's philosophy, not living. that's not to say there aren't highs and lows...but if you hate what your doing that much
Jinn, then change it. i know you're probably just blowing off some steam or frustration, but it sounds like someone needs an orange mocha frappacino
a cog is the tooth on a gear.