Jinn

As I sit here at work, pretending to be accomplishing something in the absense of an ACTUAL task... drinking my hansen's non-caffeinated soda and listening to Trance in my headphones.. I can't help but being bored. It's not that I'm depressed or sad, I'm just *here* and that's boring.

Reality sucks. I wish I could be doing something escapist, like living in a video game, watching a good movie, or getting drunk. Then at least I'd be in an interesting world. The only reason I'm at work is because I could use some extra money and it doesn't seem like they're going to fire me anytime soon. Life seems much less pie-in-the-sky then it was 4 years ago.. how boring.

EDIT: HELL!! EVEN SLEEPING WOULD BE NICE!! 10 hours away from reality!

When did you realize that reality sucks? And if you haven't, what's keeping you from that realization?

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