msh58

i think he did it purposely to die. i'm wondering how many suicide attempts he had before this.

out of the big three, depression, schizophrenia and bipolar, bipolar are one of the most likely to go off of their meds because mania feels good, better than normal human and especially on meds with the horrible side effects. But it can swing very hard the other way. gravity is still in effect, what goes up may come down very very hard. I think it may have swung on him, he couldn't see out of the depressive mood he was in, that it would pass like all moods do, and he went to the extreme. I'm not sure if it was an impulse suicide when his mood swung or if he planned this death.

i think the air marshall that shot him will regret it very much if he ever gets mental illness training especially. Because some people use others to kill themselves.

Just really really feel badly for all involved with this.