Are you sure I don't know you? I just had almost the EXACT same thing happen to me. It's so hard at times to deal with the loss, and you are just completely torn up over it. I go out and try to have fun with my friends, but just because your friend seemed okay doesn't mean that he IS okay. A lot of people are good at putting up the facade in public.
I do agree with fighting for her, but at some point, you do have to let her go. However, I know very well that it is also easier said than done. Hell, I'm still fighting for her, but I go back and forth as to whether it's worth it or not. It's at this point that you have to have friends that are there for you and people who care about you. I don't know what I would have done if it werent' for my friends in the past three or four weeks. That's about the best thing I can say.
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"The power of accurate observation is frequently called cynicism by those who don't have it." - George Bernard Shaw
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