You were having problems before the cheating.
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-Sophmore year we start to fall apart towards march. Too much routine, no passion.
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Hard to say what caused what, but the above was the line immediately before you said she cheated on you the first time. I think there's more here than cheating. Cheating isn't the disease, its just a symptom. But its fatal. Unless there is some revelation between you two as to what lead to the cheating, I think its time to move on. It will hurt, but repeating this over and over will be worse.
Good luck.