This is going way back to the first couple of posts, about the "negatives" you described, as in the awkwardness that you would've had to face had you gotten up to ask a waiter to serve you. Ask yourself this: "What makes me so special that I should be protected from having to deal with these 'negatives'?" You said yourself that if Sissy or Grace were there, either one of them would have been able to handle the situation and get some service. She would've had to face those same "negavites" that you described. Millions of people face these "negatives" every day, so why shouldn't you? What sets you apart?
I don't know if that makes any sense in words, but it makes sense in my head.
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