we had a mental connection more than anything.
we would talk about everything and anything together ect ect ect..
and no, i didn;t expect him to leave with me and live happily ever after;
i knew where i was headed. i just couldn't stop myself.
i knew i was going to pay the price after, as i am.
but i developed a beautiful connection with someone that
will always stay special. so in that respect, it was "wprth it", as bad as that sounds to someone who hasn;t been there.
does that answer your question?
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