From the way you say it, it sounds possible that not going to her funeral is just another injury you can return to her. If this is even remotely the case, I think you might regret it later. Whatever you decide--to treat her better than she treated you or not to--this is probably going to be the last time you get to do it. Only you can make this decision, and you'll be the only one responsible for having made it in the end. You should make sure it's a decision you can live with.
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