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Hmmm...that's a tough one, Cyn.
Personaly. I'd say that it'd be very easy to just stay home, or perhaps sign up for a ceramics class on that day. But, as you know, I rarely do things the easy way. Look, just go, ok. Go to the funeral just to be there as a representative, if for no other real good reason.
Fast forward 10, or maybe even 20 years from now. Do you think that you'll be disappointed in yourself for having gone. I doubt it. But, you may be disappointed with yourself, for having not gone. Time does screwy things like that.
Do you owe her anything? I'd have to say no, based upon what you've written. But I do think that you owe it to yourself to close out that chapter of your life. I trust that, in the end, you're going to do what is right...for you.
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"I distrust those people who know so well what God wants them to do because I notice it always coincides with their own desires." - Susan B. Anthony
"Hedonism with rules isn't hedonism at all, it's the Republican party." - JumpinJesus
It is indisputable that true beauty lies within...but a nice rack sure doesn't hurt.
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