I lost my grandmother last year and we weren't exactly close so I know how you feel, almost. She only lived a few miles away but we just didn't get along. When she died, I was talking to a friend about my feelings about her and he told me, "Don't go to her funeral to show respect for her, Go to show respect to her(and your) family. Help them through the tough time by being there for them." I still don't like the relationship we had, and even though I don't reget not seeing her before she died, I know I would have regretted not attending her funeral.
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