Being an Asian myself I understand the 'family' concern of yours. But then if I were you I would not attend the funeral- I mean, I would never show fake respects to anyone. And I don't see anything wrong being absent from the funeral, since you have some rather understandable reasons. I might sound rather cold-blooded but no, I would not go to the funeral.
But following your judgements and feelings is the most important. Don't let social norms or family pressure make you do something that you really don't feel like to.
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-Imagine how beautiful the world would be if we could only do things for the first-and-last time. Imagine this is the last time you would ever be able to imagine. Imagine that.
-Die Lust der Zerstörung ist gleichzeitig eine schaffende Lust.
-...and god said
Lx1,go!
and there was light...
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