Sometimes when you've been burned badly, you're unwilling to allow your guard down again. Quite possibly this is where she's at, but do note that her allowing you to see her in her most natural demeanor (while being a bit closed off, it might be very well in a sense, all of her for right now). She's showing you more (in a less sort of way) by not having to put up a facade of giddiness. Take some time with this..
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The hardest thing is to be honest with yourself, especially if that means completely redefining the world you've come to know.
Don't look too hard, I'm right in front of you.
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