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Thank you Elph. and that is exactly where I am at. As I stated above policy needs changed and my speaking out may get someone else thinking and doing something to change policy also. I don't see how martyrdom is even close. my choice is I work and live or I don't work and starve but my medical bills are paid for. How that is being a martyr is beyond me.

It was just UsTwo personally attacking me, childishly. I could post the letter/personal message that we both recieved from a mod to not antagonize each other, and I have IM'd mods about it, but I guess the warning meant nothing.

Perhaps, he felt it had been a month or 2 and he could get away with it, while I have not replied to any of his posts in other threads and in fact have gone out of my way to avoid even refering to him or his posts directly.

Sorry but, I am upset about being attacked on here needlessly, it was wrong and I truly believe I need an appology.

PS I won't be bullied off here, if he attacks me again I'll just leave..... I don't need to have assholes attack me when I open up about an illness and personal problem. I posted it on here to show policy needed changed and to have a debate... not be attacked and called names.

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I just love people who use the excuse "I use/do this because I LOVE the feeling/joy/happiness it brings me" and expect you to be ok with that as you watch them destroy their life blindly following. My response is, "I like to put forks in an eletrical socket, just LOVE that feeling, can't ever get enough of it, so will you let me put this copper fork in that electric socket?"