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Washington · 05-22-2003, 05:42 PM

Thanks for your replies you two :}

As far as the gym...its not that type of scene...its a very hardcore gym...its entirely weights (no aerobic) and everyone there is either a 30-50 something powerlifter dude whos been doing it for years or females that look like men (and are a lot older than me) maybe I should switch gyms.

I live with my parents (i get free tuition since my mother is a professor but only if I live at home).

I am extremely active. I mountain bike. I run. I workout.

I am a ski instructor in the (i take off spring semester and move out west for a few months) and teach skiing in Utah. But im not 21. and all of my co-workers are...so i couldnt go make friends at the bar after work....

In the summer I mountain bike and do adventure racing (like eco-challenge but much smaller)....but i still have the same problem...i cant find anyone to mountain bike with so I just go by myself.

I think its that even though I am not fat anymore, i still think of myself as fat and unwanted because this was how i was treated for many years.

I had a running partner that I met in Physics Lab but she moved away.

it just seems there is always a reason....maybe i am looking to hard for the reasons. I dunno

05-22-2003, 05:42 PM	#4 (permalink)
Washington Insane Location: somewhere cool	Thanks for your replies you two :} As far as the gym...its not that type of scene...its a very hardcore gym...its entirely weights (no aerobic) and everyone there is either a 30-50 something powerlifter dude whos been doing it for years or females that look like men (and are a lot older than me) maybe I should switch gyms. I live with my parents (i get free tuition since my mother is a professor but only if I live at home). I am extremely active. I mountain bike. I run. I workout. I am a ski instructor in the (i take off spring semester and move out west for a few months) and teach skiing in Utah. But im not 21. and all of my co-workers are...so i couldnt go make friends at the bar after work.... In the summer I mountain bike and do adventure racing (like eco-challenge but much smaller)....but i still have the same problem...i cant find anyone to mountain bike with so I just go by myself. I think its that even though I am not fat anymore, i still think of myself as fat and unwanted because this was how i was treated for many years. I had a running partner that I met in Physics Lab but she moved away. it just seems there is always a reason....maybe i am looking to hard for the reasons. I dunno __________________ there is no absolute, only the moment.