The only way it changed me is by taking a monkey off my back, I was 16 and felt real old to be a virgin then (older brother and friends said so). I really put too much into other's opinions back then. The chick was a total skank, didn't even like her, it was the worst sex of my life, but it had to be done (practice on the ugly ones my bro said). But I don't regret it bc at that point I could move on.
And from that point on I always have known "how long has it been since I got some?", whereas this didn't exist before.
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