I can't see any upside to being so pathologically afraid to speak to people that you can't get service in a restaurant, one that you wanted to eat in. I'm not entirely certain, like pje120, of the reason for the post either - just a vent or a desire to be analyzed to death?
I agree largely with the previous poster - you seem to "want" to be shy on some level.
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