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Old 11-11-2005, 12:13 AM   #10 (permalink)
Nancy
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Thanks guys.

I had a chat with one of my colleagues at my former job yesterday and he's not sure that they're going to allow me to come back! That means that if I can't find another trainee job (and those are insanely difficult to find of course) I can't complete my education.

There's been nothing but obstacles with my education from the start; after the first 15 weeks of standard subjects, that all must attend, one has to be send in an application if one wants to continue and start on the next part of the education: 6 months with special subjects such as advertising, typography, design etc. And after that one can only hope that the school board admits one for the final and most important step of the education; the trainee part which lasts almost 3 years.

My joy in knowing that I was admitted was greatly reduced when I found out that the Government at the time had decided that they needed to save money and thus cutting back all trainee-related saleries by several 1000 kr per month.

Jimmy (Dizzet) has also informed me that the schoolboard has decided that they won't allow all those in the school-related trainee jobs to enter a real company for free for 5 weeks anymore (The school has this arrangement that allows a company to take in a student for 5 weeks for free). So instead the companies has to pay the students a full trainee salery which they won't of course. So guess how many students out there who's going to get any experience what so ever from now on.

And now me getting fired from that trainee job. I don't know how much more I can take


Loverboy's mother has gotten much worse I'm afraid.
Last night was Skt. Mortens Eve so I had prepared a delicious duck along with Alice and had decided to make the most of the evening despite the bad news of his mother and my job. And just when we were about to sit down and eat his little sister calls and asks him to come home immediately. It turns out that their mother had a stroke and were dead for 5-10 minutes before they were able to revive her. She's now pumped with who knows how much medicine and lies in a respirator. And IF she ever wakes up she'll still have a paralysed leg and there's no telling how much damaged her brain has suffered after being clinically dead during those minutes.
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I have all the characteristics of a human being: blood, flesh, skin, hair; but not a single, clear, identifiable emotion, except for greed and disgust. Something horrible is happening inside of me and I don't know why. My nightly bloodlust has overflown into my days. I feel lethal, on the verge of frenzy.
I think my mask of sanity is about to slip.
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