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[QUOTE=Psycho Dad]During counseling was there any light shed on why you did this? Were you yourself a victim of some sort of sexual or other abuse?[QUOTE]
This stems from peer pressure (thinking that everyone else my age was having sexual encounter so I should be too) and sexual naive (I was curious as to what the big deal was and hadn't learned these things from my parents or school). As for abuse, my parents give us everything we needed, food, clothing, a roof over our head, but they were never there. Some of this was probably a cry for attention. I was in trouble a lot as a kid. This was the first major thing, but they didn't have time for us unless there was a major problem. Even after this happened, they would drop me off at counseling and pick me up, but never really spent time trying to help me through it.
But I can't blame them. In the end it was just a bad decision on my part that was due to a lack of respect for other people. I didn't really see who I was hurting until it was over and then it was too late to go back and change things.
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