You are who you are because of your parents? I'd beg to differ, you are who you are in spite of them. You are a kind, warm, loving person who took on a lot to be a guardian to her sister when she needed someone. You funded your sister's operation to help her. You are who you are because of you, it's a shame your parent don't have half of what you are.
the family you make is much more important that the family you are born into. Your made family showed you what they are capable of, and it's a testament to their love for you.
Sissy with drew from classes because she wouldn't be able to concentrate being worried about her big sister, it's her choice, don't worry about it. If she doesn't go back after you're feelin better, use your good arm and smack her upside the head. But for now, allow her to take care of you for a while, the way you took care of her, no questions asked for the past 5 years.
You are surrounded by people who love you and want nothing more than for you to be well, and want to take care of you. You took care of them no questions asked... Let them returnthe favor.
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Free your heart from hatred. Free your mind from worries. Live simply. Give more. Expect less.
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