Gilda,
I wish I could give you a hug right now, and sit in the room with you. I don't know you that well, but as I read your post I could really sense the pain and confusion you are in. These kinds of things really throw everything into the light... the bad relationships, and the best ones. I encourage you to hold on as tight as you can to the best ones, and let the rest go, as Cyn said. Believe me, I know how hard that is...
I wish I had practical answers for you. I wish you could be legally married to Grace. I wish your parents... were better people. I wish you could go to the infirmary in the Harry Potter books and have a magic wand waved over your arm to make it heal in a second.
I wish you peace in this time. Please keep posting and letting as much as you can out here on TFP. We are here.
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And think not you can direct the course of Love;
for Love, if it finds you worthy, directs your course.
--Khalil Gibran
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