My story is a bit different I suspect. I am still friends with the woman I first had sex with. We were both 18 - she was my first and she told me I was her first. I later found out that she'd been sexually molested as a child and later raped by a man who was involved w/ her mother as a teenager. This was something she only came to admit to herself many years later. I was her first "with love" as she (much later) put it. We met when we were both 17 years old in college - dated for a couple of years - parted ways for many years, then got back together. It would have been a real fairy-tale, except we recently split up. She is now a lesbian, tho I really can't bring myself to have much in the way of ill-will toward her. I certainly still care about her and hope she finds happiness w/ someone.
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