I dont think it is chemical, I know that it's not lust, and I have considered the Succubus idea. I really am not making a big deal out of the whole thing to her but it's just so damn weird I dont know how safe it would be to have sex with her. I know that I'm not overrating her interest level, Trust me. The whole thing just seems too weird to be true. Fuck, I really dont know what's going on. I can say that I'm honestly not physically attracted to her body but the feeling that I get when we 'become one' in some sence is just fucking too weird. I really dont know if I want to keep this thing going.
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I'm kind of jealous of the life I'm supposedly leading.
- Zach Braff
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