I don't mind the extra info at all. I like to learn about other people, and that is basically what happened to me, overly vulnerable ect.
I don't blame you at all for feeling wierd when she acted like being the first means nothing! Poor fellow! It is a big deal. it's a very special thing you can never get back, I so wish I had waited for someone else.
I'm sure though, that if you're as lovely as you sound, she'll look back and be grateful that her first time was with someone she could trust and who was good to her! It counts for so much!
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Born of mist and dreams, chapters from an alternate mind.
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