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I don't think it made me more masculine, that's basically a temporary response. Go dry for a year or two and see if you feel masculine. The dark yang that goes with your new yin is that if you don't conitnue to get it, you'll start to think you've become undesireable. And the difference then, will be you KNOW what you're missing.
The good thing is the first time is over, and now you get the whole peg A into slot B thing. That's really the only change, that you're ready for next time.
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I think the Apocalypse is happening all around us. We go on eating desserts and watching TV. I know I do. I wish we were more capable of sustained passion and sustained resistance. We should be screaming and what we do is gossip. -Lydia Millet
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