We were both 19 and in University. We weren't even dating but went back to my dorm room after a drunken night out with a bunch of classmates. I'm not proud of myself and I look back on the ensuing relationship as sort of a 2 week one night stand that I initiated. I was feeling pretty guilty by the 2nd week because it was clear to me that I wasn't interested in her, so I told her I didn't think it was right to keep having sex. That part I am proud of.
After that I felt better but was only able to stick out the relationship for another week and broke it off. I run into her a couple times a year because we work in the same industry. She is married to another of our old classmates and I think I'm more akward about it than she is.
#2 is my lovely wife.
Is it wrong to wish my first had been this girl I had a crush on in highschool? 