I definitely told myself that I would hold off on having sex until I knew for a fact that if I ever broke up with the person, I wouldn't regret my first. Sooo... I guess that's what happened.
It was with an ex of mine... i was 18... he was 17... we were in love... happened in my car. It was not at all what i expected sex to be like. In fact, it wasn't really what i expected it to be like every time after that with him. I remember the first time being so quick, and I definitely cried right after... I don't remember why.
I tried to be friends with him after we broke up. He's been pretty much incapable of doing so. So I really just hear random things about him from old mutual friends that we had.
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